Draft Posts

I've written two 'Putting myself in to someone elses shoes' posts lately and they're both still in draft form, floating around in my dashboard.
  For some reason I can't bring myself to press the 'Publish Post' button. The thing about having a blog as that whatever you write about you're revealing some part of yourself, you're letting people in. Even some features, if not true are somewhat revealing.
  To be quite frank I don't mind strangers reading it so much, more the fact that people I know will stumble onto my blog and discover the truth about me. You see I doubt many people in my year know I exist, and even my best friends don't know everything about me. They take everything I tell them with a pinch of salt and change the subject to something about them. They couldn't pick out a decent present that suited my needs if they tried.
  Of course that's not all my friends, a few, one of them more than the others, are completely there for me, they know me very well, but even them, still don't know the real me. Most know about 60% of me, my best friend knows about 90%.
  My family know me much better, going on about 97%. Even my soulmate, when I find him, will only know about 99.5% - it's not true love unless they know everything. Right?
  So, I'm sorry, I can't bring myself to press that button yet. I'm still not completely sure why.